Lying here by your side,
Holding a knife to the light
Turning to face your fate,
I cut what I cannot have
Who could be better than you?
With talents I had to pursue,
Share with me all that you hate,
I’ll cut what I want to take away and burn.
I loved to feel you fade and die,
A pleasant touch, as I supplied
The means to use your gifts for good,
But the moment stopped quicker than it should.
Oh tell me why,
Why on Earth I
Tried to believe the deed that I passed was real?
Ah how could I allow, looking at it now,
Seeing you still and not breathing
Trembling with fear and with joy,
You spoke as I tried to destroy,
Feigning an ignorant stance,
I took upon the chance to cut away and burn
I thought the pain I felt was real,
Now I’m not sure, of what I feel.
I’m lost for words, I just don’t know
But it grows; the lust for another go.
Oh tell me why,
Why on Earth I
Tried to believe the deed that I passed was real?
Ah look at me allow, where you’re lying now,
Seeing you still and not breathing
Give me your every skill,
Give me your every single will,
Grant me your talents for the need,
My collection,
Feed my greed; I’ll feel the bleed
But I’ll never be you
Oh tell me why,
Why on Earth I
Tried to believe the deed that I passed was real?
Ah here you’re lying now, watching me allow,
Seeing you still, but not there,
Watch me cry,
As I ask why,
Dripping with the guilt, the debt that I have to pay,
Ah see me lying now, watching you allow,
Cutting away what I can’t have
Why won’t you see that I’m your-
